August 2010
6 posts
music.
a big part of my life is listening to music. not just writing about it (which, i happen to do a lot of here), but actually listening to it. i’ve always been mildly obsessive about it, and there is always a short list of bands that i will preach about to anyone who will read or listen. i thought i would share a few of them here in the hopes of gaining some great bands some new fans, or...
entire nations will crumble.
mistakes are mistakes. the past is just that. it’s not anger (at you), or disappointment. it’s sadness, which is something i realized over the course of another sleepless night. sadness that someone can treat another person that way, that someone can be so appallingly… i don’t know how to put it. i don’t have the words. sometimes people can be so tragically disgusting...
silence.
i’ve spent a lot of time alone, sitting in a quiet house, not really wanting to do anything. i’m supposed to be working on finishing an album, and writing several articles, looking for a job, being a grown-up, figuring out my life.
i don’t know where my motivation went, but it doesn’t seem to be coming back in any kind of hurry.
same as it ever was.
i have so many things to sort out. so many directions to go. i feel like i’ve been working towards something, but i don’t know what that something is. now, with a legitimate personal financial crisis forming, things may have taken a decidedly negative turn. i suppose that i should be thankful, since this is the first real problem i’ve had since moving back to ohio, 6 months ago....
